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I think I am finally ready to have sex, to receive and not be haunted by what happened.

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List of Medications

Here is a list of all the medication I have been prescribed in the last 12 months. In no particular order.


I am only currently taking 4. And seriously, what a fucking rollercoaster.

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Aug. 9th, 2011

I want a nice, hot bubble bath.

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A new beginning

Hello, friends!

I can't believe I'm going to say this, but I am. I'm ecstatic.

Rachel and I are getting a domestic partnership. With this I am changing my name from Watch to Muscutt.

I have found my one.

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Oh Dear God

It has begun.

this... new interest.

She's got me into liking Sailor Moon.

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Copy that.

I find myself engrossed in this stupid game. Why? I don't know. I love the battle strategies, the power I have in this game (which is more power than I have over my own life at this point). Maybe it's the fact that I'm highly ranked, in the most powerful alliance on the server.. that I have the top 35th hero amoung 22,000+ heroes (most important aspect of the game) in the server.
Yeah, I'm a prinzessin with 9 lvl10 cities, the ability to make 1 archer in 4 seconds, scouts in 1 second and have instant warriors and workers.

Actually, it's the fact that I can relate to many other nerds in this game via Alliance chat. I can be my perverted self in this place because everyone is a pervert. We're all sooo cool with our little tiny invisible army. You can't really see your army. It's all just numbers that you throw at other players.

My life can be summed up with this:

My identity is Yashka. So funny. I meant to type Yaksha, of the yakshini demon.
I started playing 1 year ago. And yeah, it's been a big part of my online time. I've many a ton of "friends" online and it's refreshing to know so little about someone and to just put all my worries away and play play play.

Evony. At least it isn't meth, right? ... right?

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Good afternoon, friends!

It's May, 2010 and I live in Berkeley, CA!

I cannot tell you how happy I am to finally be making a home with the girl I love - and no one else!
There are no loud roommates that stay up til 2am, only to wake up at 5am. (Franklyn was a great friend but horrible roommate. I love Iron Maiden, but not at 5am.)

Our 1 bedroom is in a great part of the city. I'm 15 minutes from Shattuck and it's downtown festivities. BTW, if any of you are in the area, I'd love to have you over.

I'm a half hour walk from my favorite pub, The Starry Plough. Such fond memories of me and my girl's first date.

Buffythons will come soon.


The move went well. I'm extremely exhausted from moving and working to make up hours I missed to visit Phoenix.
Ah, Phoenix. It was great seeing my friends.
AND MY NEPHEW. He's the most beautiful native boy in the whole world. Gosh, he's growing so fast.

More to come later. I love you all!

I hope Shawnna will come visit again soon.

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Rachel and New baby


It's 2010 alright! This year is going to be a life-changer, for sure. This is what I've got going on:

Rachel and I are moving to Berkeley at the end of the Month.

My sister had her little baby boy, Tristan on April 6th.


Okay, so I can't find the energy to type up a full update. Will later, promise.





My littlest sister, Tiara and baby:


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I hate Teenage Sharelle

Hello, Friends!

Has this happened to you? (see below)

I decided to take a look back at my journal entries from 2002-2005 in my previous Livejournal screenname.

I cannot believe how much drama I created. I was living in a soap opera and played the part of an angsty teenager quite well.

I'd like to slap myself.

I mean - really.

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Sex Survey

How old were you when you lost your virginity?
Er. 16

How many people have you slept with?

Do you think that's a high number for your age?

Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
LOL. No.

Ever had a one night stand?
those are gross. no

Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
her left side.

Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Many times.

Do you preform oral sex?
Always. It's my favorite.

Do you like to receive oral sex?
Yes, sir!!

Do you watch/read pornography?
only gay gay porn. yeah, i know it's weird.

Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
I like her more aggressive which is weird cuz it used to be the opposite.

Would you choose love or money?

Who have you had the best sex with?

Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?

Are you shy in bed?
Heck, no

Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
outside in the forest area. it was perfect

Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
sally's bathroom playing hide-n-go-seek in the dark. Or, maybe the theater?

Have you ever been caught having sex?
No, but abruptly interrupted, yes.

Have you ever had sex in a public place?
Many times.

Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
lol no

Ever been picked up in a bar?
wouldnt let that happen.

Do you like it rough? (ie choking, biting, spanking)
haha, oh the marks that i get questioned about.

Ever had sex in a car?
yep :D

Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?

Had sex in a movie theater?

Had sex in a bathroom?

Have you ever made anyone bleed from biting or scratching them?
yes. we made each other bleed on purpose.

Have you ever had sex at work?
ew, no.

Bought something from an adult store?

Do you own any sex toys?

Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
LOL. Yeah. some people who read this even.

Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
yes lol

Have you ever thought about someone other than who you're having sex with?
don't need to. so, no, i havent done that with anyone i've been with.

Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?

What's your favorite sexual position?
doggy style. or 69. I DONT KNOW

Have you ever had unprotected sex? With how many people?

Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
omg lol no

Ever had sex with more than one person in a night?

If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?
Besides carly pope? :P
hehe, just kidding. With RACHEL.

Have you ever been cheated on?
only in high school.

Have you ever cheated on someone else?
Yeah, I'm was an asshole. That was the biggest mistake of my life.

Are you proud of your sex life?
It's pretty badass.

Are you comfortable talking about sex?

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